Swear to shake it up

It has been a long time everyone! Sorry about not writing anything for almost a year. Its been busy as ever.

I had a job for over a year as you know, but recently I was put on disability. The reasoning I believe this may have happened was due to coming out. One of the managers ended up turning out to be a transphobic person who talked behind my back and treat me badly. She proceeded to call me by female pronouns even when I explained I was male. When I told her the name I preferred she said she believed that I chose the name because it sounded like Lucifer. Which is utter bullshit.

So months after she found out one of my bosses came in and told me that one of the managers complained because I have short term memory loss. they wanted proof and my doctor actually denied it. But he wrote a different note that wasn't worded correctly and wrote that I couldn't do any sort of multitasking. In the end that got me on disability for 6 months.

So that's the biggest update I have.

Recently I've been away from Dreamwidth due to my depression taking over my life. I ditched math class for nearly 2 months due to my anxiety and depression so I ended up failing the final and all that jazz. English on the other hand was wonderful. I ended up passing that class with a B even though I failed showing up for nearly a month.
I talked with my grandmother and we decided it would be best if I took a semester off. While I take it off I will be getting a full time job. I have a second interview at taco Bell on Monday to see If I have the job.
That is really it for now everyone.

Hello everyone! I have a quick question.

For a while now my one and only chest binder has been ripping due to the fact my grandparents put it in the washer and it shrunk. Now I am seeking to get 3 new ones. Sadly that can be anywhere from $89.00 plus tax to-119.99 plus tax. I, sadly, only have around $17 to my name.
So-I am thinking about selling my DVDs, cosplays, and mangas. I guess what I'm asking was if they were in good condition would anyone be willing to buy any? The most I would sell my mangas for would be around $5 each. The DVDs would be a bit more but not to much. (Except a box set in my possession.)

Oh wow everyone, it has been so long since I posted anything! So where to begin I wonder?

Well a couple weeks ago I spent a lot of time with my friends Quinnton and Everett. We all just jumped into Everett's car and had a good time running around town. Everett had a couple errands he had to run. One of those errands was to go to the police department and get a parking ticket paid before we did anything else. Well we went to the adress that was given but instead of it being the police department we were brought to a church. Us being in the lgbt groups have had a bit of a bad experiance with churches and things so it ended with Everett going in to ask if it was the police department before running out of the building and going "Oh lord, it was a church." and all of us burst into laughter.
We picked up a girl named Van who lives in Sacramento and spent some time with her in the town we were all in. It was an all in all good day, absolutely perfect and lifed my spirits a lot.

Time went by, there wasn't anything really that great about the past couple weeks. Then 3 days ago I got a happy spike and was all smiles and felt good about myself because I happened to pass for 2 days straight. I ended up starting up my job search again and have now sent out 14 applications and I am really hoping to fill more out and possibly get a job soon. Wish me luck everyone.

SO I recently finished chapter one of my book...well more like a prologue to the story in actuality about a week or so ago. I haven't been motivated enough to continue it because my depression sucks but hopefully I'll be able to work on it a bit more and get remotivated.

Anyways I made two character journals of the characters in my book. One is a faun who has slowly made their way to becoming one of the main characters and the second one is the evil thing in the book.

There's Crowl who is the evil one in the book:

And Skylar the faun:

So today I went to have pizza for an hour with Everett, Quinnton, and a girl named Marian who is from the pride center.We talked about all sorts of things there from fandoms, books, schooling, traveling all over the place, ect. It turned out all of them were cosplayers and we found ourselves excitedly talking about contacts, wigs, and costumes before I looked at my clock on my phone. It was 5 minutes before Quin's class, I quickly alerted him and he simply shrugged, having to much of a good time before we all continued into our conversations.
Everett got up and spent 5 dollars trying to play the claw games in the arcade area of the pizza place while Quin, Marian, and myself continued talking a bit contently. It was an insanely wonderful time. When it was finally time to leave we all happily got out from our seats and when asked what we wanted to do from there on (Because by this time Quin's class was long over) Marian quickly shouted "The mall!"
Everett drived us litterally acrossed the street to the mall, on the way we went through his ipod and blasted Blink 182 like 8th graders trying to attempt at being cool. Quin, thinking it would be a good idea to party in the back started 'dancing', head banding until his glasses fell off and ironically through his nose ring before painfully being pulled out by him. That was the immediate sign to him to stop being such a party animal while the driver and other people seated throughout the car were unable to party with him.
I contacted my grandmother considering that she was supposed to pick me up after one and she told me that she wouldn't be there for a while. We relaxed and looked at contact lenses before Everett happily mentioned that if we had nothing to do for an hour we could always go to a cosplay wig store in the town that he went to for all his cosplay wigs and contacts.
I attempted to contact my grandmother and let her know but she didn't pick up so I shrugged it off and hopped back into the car with them before we started out way down the road passed the other mall. Before we were able to pass it my grandma texted me 'I'll be there in 20 minutes' which to my dismay made me ask them to drop me off at the mall before they looked at cosplay. They awwed and booed before letting me out and I sadly walked into Barnes and Nobles while my friends continued to have a great time.

Skip to tonight; I finished Good Omens for a second time and realized that it still gives me feels. I set it on my bookshelf where my old books I had gotten from France and England were patiently waiting for me before I took one I got after that trip. I picked up the thick book 'The Stand' By Stephen King. So far I'm on Chapter 2 and surprised how quickly it delved into things. Everyone said it was really boring until around page 50. I'm finding it already exciting- I can't wait to get further into it.

Alright so school started monday nice and early, I was excited to be starting my class but most importantly seeing friends that I hadn't in nearly a month. My friend who's dad was recently in the hospital greated me and I gave her an old Doctor Whoves shirt that my ex had given to me. Her dad is doing much better. We spoke a bit more before another friend of hers showed up and spoke with us both before recognizing me and apologizing for not realizing who I was before. I have terrible memory and had forgotten him myself so I apologized as well before he reminded me that he was the creator of the pride center of my college and told me I was welcome there any time.

Now I wasn't originally going to tell anyone this because I don't think it was important, after all I am male but I am transgendered (ftm to be completely honest.) and I don't really want to admit it due to the fact that I don't want people to think of me as less of a male. But I digress; I went to math class soon after and my teacher was amazingly nice, she had a good sense of humor and had a wit about her that I adored. Also a plus she told us straight off there will be absolutely no homework in her class (:D) she told us that we needed to study in case we had surprise quizes. Now when I went to a study I was happy to realize this math is what I took in 8th grade and am confident I will pass it.

After she called roll she began talking about her requirments for the class and right in mid sentance there was an extremely annoying sound of the fire alarm going off. She sighed, rolled her eyes as if this sort of thing happened a lot before irecting us down the stairs and to the parking lot. We were let out of the class early and I went immediatly to the pride center to chill.

Now in my school I assumed I was the only transman on the whole campus. Actually I was fairly certain of it. I went into the pride center and found it surprisingly fuller than it had been the semester earlier. There was at least 10 people in there besides myself. One of them named Denna who is a mtf who I think will become a really close friend of mine was missing from there. So I sat down and talked with the others in the room before I heard the door open and I saw Denna with a young man. Everett was his name, he was super nice, into the same stuff I was, as well as a cosplayer.
We hit it off almost immediatly before Denna started talking about another young transman who she had met earlier that she was going to bring to the pride center after his class was finished. We waited contently, everett and I talked about all sorts of things from Supernatural, to Doctor Who, to even (to my surprise) Marble Hornets. Then Denna left and came up with the young man Quinton who mind you is absolutely amazing.
He looked a bit uncomfortable at first but after a bit of talking with Everett and myself he settled down and was super nice. It was a lovely day, we all exchanged numbers, and it's just the nicest thing.

Skip to today: I was unable to see either of the two sadly because my only class of the day started after they left for home. So I went to class and was surprised how confidant I was and the fact that I was passing as a male, it's a pretty big deal to me and I can't begin to describe how exciting it was to be considered one of the guys.
Class started; the teacher was amazing. She was sweet and funny, she kind of reminded me of my old 6th grade teacher who is still very close to me. She joked around with the class and even got one of the wilder guys to admit she was by far his most favorite teacher in the school that he's had. We wasted 45 minutes just visiting and getting to know her before she started role call. Now in math class I had been more or less ok with being called by my birthname due to the class being so large (roughly 100 or more students), no one looked to see who was called in the math class. English was another thing; there was about 45 students at the most in the class room, all of us were already getting along and when the teacher spoke the names were loud and you had to be loud for her to hear you. She went down the list slowly, calling girls pretty, commenting on other people and smiling happily. When she got to the Ls I realizined a)she's going to call my birth name, everyone will know I wasn't born male and b)I will no longer be able to pass as male in this class ever again.
She got to my name, I crindged before slowly saying a soft "here." my voice has been trained to be lower so when she heard my voice she looked up. She saw my face and said my birthname again questioningly as if she couldn't believe this boy in her class had a girly name, she double took on my appearance before moving on. I looked down, had a bad feeling in my stomach and waited for class to be over.
After class everyone left and I talked to her about two things. One thing is that there is a lot of things that has and could possibly happen in my family after she told the class things had happened to her and she may go through crying spells in the middle of class. I asked her straight out if it was possible if I could get up from my desk and hug her if she ever did cry and she said yes, immediatly got up and hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. I told her that I had a lot going on in my own family and that I had crying spells every now and then and I would have loved for someone to hug me so I would do it for someone else if the occasion arrived.
After that I was about to leave and asked her if she could please change my name on the roll call to just vic. She immediatly did and hugged me one last time and she was the first ever adult I ever came out to in my real life. She was really nice about it and told me she was there for me, that she loved and cared for all her students, that if I needed anything I could talk to her. She was the nicest thing.
I get the feeling that this school semester is going to be great.

So recently my grandparents became unemployeed and we're struggling a bit for money as well as I need a few things. These things inlude anime and manga that I no longer watch or read. Most of them are in extremely good condition; I take extremely good care of all my books treating them all like my Bibles. The only ones that aren't treated well were ones my friends had borrowed and will cost much less.
Anyways I need money for college books, a new computer,GMX money, and to hopefully help with the bills a bit. So any bit of money would be awesome.
Good condition manga will be $5 each instead of the original $10 that I bought them. If you're interested then please let me know because I will only make a paypal if I know for sure that things I post will sell. So with that said lets get this show on the road

Manga

-Absolute Boyfriend 1
-Aishiteruze Baby 1-3
-Fruits Basket 1-23 + fanbook-cat-
-Full Metal Alchemist 1,2,5
-Hetalia 1-2
-Naruto 1,16,17
-Onepiece 1-6
-Reborn 1-2
-Tsubasa 1,16,17
-Tokyo Mew Mew 1
-Tokyo Mew Mew La Mode 2
-Me and My Brother 1-2
-Death Note 1-12 + Another Note:LA BB Murder Case

Anime
-Death Note Season 1-2 ($50)
-Lucky Star vol 1 ($5)
-Death Note vol 1 ($5)

If there's anything that catches your eye please let me know <3

So today my grandparents were talking of heading to go get groceries and let me go to the mall and shop for a bit. I first went to Best Buy wanting to get the 5th season of Supernatural. Mind you I got into the show maybe 3 months ago, and am now on season 5 of the series, in absolute love with all of the characters.
Plus: I found the DVD for $44.99 and was a bit worried, after all I only had $71 dollars on me. I had gone wanting to get season 5 and 6 so when 8 came out I could get 7-8 and then watch 9. I went to the checkout and took $50 out of my wallet when the cashier told me I only owed them $30.30 which was awesome for me. I paid it and went on my way, planning on getting season 6 when I got back to college next Monday.

I walked to the second mall acrossed the street and bought another book by Neil Gaiman called "Neverwhere" it looks beautiful. I also bought myself a Hobbit bookmark of Bilbo Baggins. So TV shows to watch and Books to read what could make it better? Welp, a friend is coming over in a couple days to come hang out; it's nice considering she enjoys Good Omens, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Supernatural, Torchwood, etc.

Well I'm assuming once school starts I'll be having a bit of a hard time doing things like apping for games on here. I have one week to work on the app I want to get finished which would be for Aziraphale so wish me luck.