New Job!

Friday, May 31st, 2013 05:32 pm
vicwithacam: (me?)
Well I had a job interview a couple weeks ago and was super nervous. The first job interview I had was absolutely terrible and I have a feeling I ended up giving a bad first impression due to nerves. Thankfully though this one I was relaxed and happy to meet the manager who was to interview me. He was nice and really cool to talk with during my interview and for once I was smiling and laughing during the interview.
The last question of the interview was about why I chose to try to work at Taco Bell in which I told him a heart felt statement that I myself was impressed with. He smiled and asked me to do a second interview on Monday.
Monday rolled around and I expected to meet with the manager again but instead I met with another manager named Katie. She was pretty nice to and after a couple questions she told me I was hired. I ordered my uniform and a week later it was in.
My first day at work was this Wends and I had such a nice time. It's been pretty neat so far and I'm happy to be working there. So that's about it with me.


Saturday, May 18th, 2013 10:22 pm
vicwithacam: (Always Safe with Daddy-Bioshock)
Recently I've been away from Dreamwidth due to my depression taking over my life. I ditched math class for nearly 2 months due to my anxiety and depression so I ended up failing the final and all that jazz. English on the other hand was wonderful. I ended up passing that class with a B even though I failed showing up for nearly a month.
I talked with my grandmother and we decided it would be best if I took a semester off. While I take it off I will be getting a full time job. I have a second interview at taco Bell on Monday to see If I have the job.
That is really it for now everyone.
vicwithacam: (one of those days)
So today I went to school tired and not feeling at all well. We had a test in English class that wasn't such a big deal and I decided to go in a bit late, work on some of the things that needed to be done before class I could hand in.
I walked into the study building where my friends were and a guy stopped me, for the life of me I can't remember his name. I think it's Michael or maybe Justin. Anyways he introduced himself and commented on my shirt, considering that it was a shirt with my old high school on it. I talked with him briefly before going to my friends and he proceeded to follow me. He stopped me and asked me if come Monday he could take me to dinner, get to know me. Well that told me one) I didn't pass today and two) that I had another guy asking me out. I panicked.

I had a sick feeling in my stomach the whole class period and when my gma picked me up I told her. Instead of her understanding she began to demand to know why I didn't want to go out with a guy she didn't even know. I tried to tell her a good excuse but she didn't take any of them and continued to demand.So I finally said it wasn't my devision considering Sherlock joke. She didn't take it as one.

She looked at me and said "You're really using the gay card on me??" then stopped talking to me completely.

So after we got home she sat down and refused to talk to me and gpa took me with him to get plant food and his medication. While we were in the car he listened to me as I sobbed and told him how I felt. When we got his medication and as we were driving to Lowes I finally admitted that I was trans to him and he took it extremely well. So there was a plus.

Any that's kind of been my day.

Current Events

Wednesday, February 20th, 2013 09:13 am
vicwithacam: (me?)
Oh wow everyone, it has been so long since I posted anything! So where to begin I wonder?

Well a couple weeks ago I spent a lot of time with my friends Quinnton and Everett. We all just jumped into Everett's car and had a good time running around town. Everett had a couple errands he had to run. One of those errands was to go to the police department and get a parking ticket paid before we did anything else. Well we went to the adress that was given but instead of it being the police department we were brought to a church. Us being in the lgbt groups have had a bit of a bad experiance with churches and things so it ended with Everett going in to ask if it was the police department before running out of the building and going "Oh lord, it was a church." and all of us burst into laughter.
We picked up a girl named Van who lives in Sacramento and spent some time with her in the town we were all in. It was an all in all good day, absolutely perfect and lifed my spirits a lot.

Time went by, there wasn't anything really that great about the past couple weeks. Then 3 days ago I got a happy spike and was all smiles and felt good about myself because I happened to pass for 2 days straight. I ended up starting up my job search again and have now sent out 14 applications and I am really hoping to fill more out and possibly get a job soon. Wish me luck everyone.
vicwithacam: (real men read)
So today I went to have pizza for an hour with Everett, Quinnton, and a girl named Marian who is from the pride center.We talked about all sorts of things there from fandoms, books, schooling, traveling all over the place, ect. It turned out all of them were cosplayers and we found ourselves excitedly talking about contacts, wigs, and costumes before I looked at my clock on my phone. It was 5 minutes before Quin's class, I quickly alerted him and he simply shrugged, having to much of a good time before we all continued into our conversations.
Everett got up and spent 5 dollars trying to play the claw games in the arcade area of the pizza place while Quin, Marian, and myself continued talking a bit contently. It was an insanely wonderful time. When it was finally time to leave we all happily got out from our seats and when asked what we wanted to do from there on (Because by this time Quin's class was long over) Marian quickly shouted "The mall!"
Everett drived us litterally acrossed the street to the mall, on the way we went through his ipod and blasted Blink 182 like 8th graders trying to attempt at being cool. Quin, thinking it would be a good idea to party in the back started 'dancing', head banding until his glasses fell off and ironically through his nose ring before painfully being pulled out by him. That was the immediate sign to him to stop being such a party animal while the driver and other people seated throughout the car were unable to party with him.
I contacted my grandmother considering that she was supposed to pick me up after one and she told me that she wouldn't be there for a while. We relaxed and looked at contact lenses before Everett happily mentioned that if we had nothing to do for an hour we could always go to a cosplay wig store in the town that he went to for all his cosplay wigs and contacts.
I attempted to contact my grandmother and let her know but she didn't pick up so I shrugged it off and hopped back into the car with them before we started out way down the road passed the other mall. Before we were able to pass it my grandma texted me 'I'll be there in 20 minutes' which to my dismay made me ask them to drop me off at the mall before they looked at cosplay. They awwed and booed before letting me out and I sadly walked into Barnes and Nobles while my friends continued to have a great time.

Skip to tonight; I finished Good Omens for a second time and realized that it still gives me feels. I set it on my bookshelf where my old books I had gotten from France and England were patiently waiting for me before I took one I got after that trip. I picked up the thick book 'The Stand' By Stephen King. So far I'm on Chapter 2 and surprised how quickly it delved into things. Everyone said it was really boring until around page 50. I'm finding it already exciting- I can't wait to get further into it.

Today at school

Wednesday, January 16th, 2013 06:22 pm
vicwithacam: (my angel)
Well considering we are talking adventures from school I thought I would let everyone know what happened today.
I was really excited about heading to school today because Quinnton was going to be there to chill out at the pride center. We texted each other as I headed to school; he was taking science and apparently talking about the earths crust made him think about pizza and he was starving. So once we both finished with class I took him to the caffeteria to get something to eat.
We get there and found out to his dismay that there was no pizza being sold so we went to the mall acrossed the street to get him some pizza. The food court was almost completely empty as we walked over to the pizza area. He ordered pizza while I went to grab a drink for myself.
We sat together and just talked. It's really weird for me considering I'm normally really shy around people and then he and everett showed up and I opened up to them and the pride center immediatly. I'm myself and that's awesome as hell. We walked back to the pride center and joked around on the way over.When we walked into the pride center there were three others talking happily and him and I sat together on the floor and hung out until he had to go to class.
Friday him and I are going to subway and chilling out, it's going to be pretty great.

Another question for my readers: I've been thinking about putting my story up here. Like my life so you all have an idea on who I am and stuff. It's pretty depressing but would anyone want to read it or should I just not even bother putting it up here?

School Started

Wednesday, January 16th, 2013 12:47 am
vicwithacam: (me?)
Alright so school started monday nice and early, I was excited to be starting my class but most importantly seeing friends that I hadn't in nearly a month. My friend who's dad was recently in the hospital greated me and I gave her an old Doctor Whoves shirt that my ex had given to me. Her dad is doing much better. We spoke a bit more before another friend of hers showed up and spoke with us both before recognizing me and apologizing for not realizing who I was before. I have terrible memory and had forgotten him myself so I apologized as well before he reminded me that he was the creator of the pride center of my college and told me I was welcome there any time.

Now I wasn't originally going to tell anyone this because I don't think it was important, after all I am male but I am transgendered (ftm to be completely honest.) and I don't really want to admit it due to the fact that I don't want people to think of me as less of a male. But I digress; I went to math class soon after and my teacher was amazingly nice, she had a good sense of humor and had a wit about her that I adored. Also a plus she told us straight off there will be absolutely no homework in her class (:D) she told us that we needed to study in case we had surprise quizes. Now when I went to a study I was happy to realize this math is what I took in 8th grade and am confident I will pass it.

After she called roll she began talking about her requirments for the class and right in mid sentance there was an extremely annoying sound of the fire alarm going off. She sighed, rolled her eyes as if this sort of thing happened a lot before irecting us down the stairs and to the parking lot. We were let out of the class early and I went immediatly to the pride center to chill.

Now in my school I assumed I was the only transman on the whole campus. Actually I was fairly certain of it. I went into the pride center and found it surprisingly fuller than it had been the semester earlier. There was at least 10 people in there besides myself. One of them named Denna who is a mtf who I think will become a really close friend of mine was missing from there. So I sat down and talked with the others in the room before I heard the door open and I saw Denna with a young man. Everett was his name, he was super nice, into the same stuff I was, as well as a cosplayer.
We hit it off almost immediatly before Denna started talking about another young transman who she had met earlier that she was going to bring to the pride center after his class was finished. We waited contently, everett and I talked about all sorts of things from Supernatural, to Doctor Who, to even (to my surprise) Marble Hornets. Then Denna left and came up with the young man Quinton who mind you is absolutely amazing.
He looked a bit uncomfortable at first but after a bit of talking with Everett and myself he settled down and was super nice. It was a lovely day, we all exchanged numbers, and it's just the nicest thing.

Skip to today: I was unable to see either of the two sadly because my only class of the day started after they left for home. So I went to class and was surprised how confidant I was and the fact that I was passing as a male, it's a pretty big deal to me and I can't begin to describe how exciting it was to be considered one of the guys.
Class started; the teacher was amazing. She was sweet and funny, she kind of reminded me of my old 6th grade teacher who is still very close to me. She joked around with the class and even got one of the wilder guys to admit she was by far his most favorite teacher in the school that he's had. We wasted 45 minutes just visiting and getting to know her before she started role call. Now in math class I had been more or less ok with being called by my birthname due to the class being so large (roughly 100 or more students), no one looked to see who was called in the math class. English was another thing; there was about 45 students at the most in the class room, all of us were already getting along and when the teacher spoke the names were loud and you had to be loud for her to hear you. She went down the list slowly, calling girls pretty, commenting on other people and smiling happily. When she got to the Ls I realizined a)she's going to call my birth name, everyone will know I wasn't born male and b)I will no longer be able to pass as male in this class ever again.
She got to my name, I crindged before slowly saying a soft "here." my voice has been trained to be lower so when she heard my voice she looked up. She saw my face and said my birthname again questioningly as if she couldn't believe this boy in her class had a girly name, she double took on my appearance before moving on. I looked down, had a bad feeling in my stomach and waited for class to be over.
After class everyone left and I talked to her about two things. One thing is that there is a lot of things that has and could possibly happen in my family after she told the class things had happened to her and she may go through crying spells in the middle of class. I asked her straight out if it was possible if I could get up from my desk and hug her if she ever did cry and she said yes, immediatly got up and hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. I told her that I had a lot going on in my own family and that I had crying spells every now and then and I would have loved for someone to hug me so I would do it for someone else if the occasion arrived.
After that I was about to leave and asked her if she could please change my name on the roll call to just vic. She immediatly did and hugged me one last time and she was the first ever adult I ever came out to in my real life. She was really nice about it and told me she was there for me, that she loved and cared for all her students, that if I needed anything I could talk to her. She was the nicest thing.
I get the feeling that this school semester is going to be great.

(no subject)

Friday, January 11th, 2013 01:36 pm
vicwithacam: (angry noms)
So last night was a mixture of productivity and just full on angst due to a couple factors. I went walking with my grandmother for around 2.6 miles but we started super late and ended up with me losing feeling in my fingers for quite a few minutes which was a pain. The good part about the walk was the talks we tend to have during them; they tend to be on the more silly side than serious which is always fun considering I love to laugh.
We went home and watched Dick Tracy (think that was the name of it), which was a far better movie than I thought it would be. We watched a movie right after that that I had wanted to see for quite a while; Green Lantern. It was really good, bit sad that it didn't last longer but it was good all the same.
I worked on crocheting a bit and learned how to work a round and it was amazing and I am so proud how much I have learned in just a matter of days. I look foreward to continuing it.

The downside? Well, last night I found out that Attack of the Show, which is my favorite nerd show about anything and all things that nerds are into is being canceled. It didn't shock me, after all after the main host left it just kind of went down hill but all the same, they had been airing live feed of comic con and things I enjoy every single year and to be without them will be very sad for me.
I sat down and watched the episode quietly and relived the good times with it before it finished and Xplays turned on. I'm not sure if it's canceling but thats kind of what I got from it too and now I'm like "B-But my series ;_;" So I'm a bit sad to see it go.
Another thing was the friend that was going to come over canceled due to her dad needing to go to the hospital because he had open heart surgery a month ago and still hasn't recovered. I'm worried about his health and I really hope he's alright.

About me

Tuesday, January 8th, 2013 07:27 pm
vicwithacam: (me?)
Alright so some know a bit about me but may as well say hello and who I really am.

Anyways; I'm Vic, 18 years old and have been roleplaying for nearly 5 years. I tend to be a little bit of a fanboy. I enjoy a lot of TV, anime, and books. So quick brief list of the ones I enjoy, just bare with me everyone hopefully you will see some that you enjoy as well.

TV: Doctor Who, Sherlock, Supernatural, Torchwood, Glee, United States of Tara, and Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
Anime:Black Butler, Fruits Basket, One Piece, D Gray Man, and FMA
Books:Good Omens, Sherlock Holmes, Anything by Dean Koontz, and recently got into Brian Keene.

Other than that I'm in college, working on becoming a writer and possibly a teacher to help me on my way to becoming a writer. I spend most of my time either attempting to learn new things or watching TV while rping. I'm a bit of a boring human being but I'm trying my best on becoming more and more social.Also I have a couple websites

[ profile] mirrorverseluver
[ profile] deviltrapdemon
[ profile] vicwithacam


Tuesday, January 8th, 2013 01:14 am
vicwithacam: (Cass)
So today my grandparents were talking of heading to go get groceries and let me go to the mall and shop for a bit. I first went to Best Buy wanting to get the 5th season of Supernatural. Mind you I got into the show maybe 3 months ago, and am now on season 5 of the series, in absolute love with all of the characters.
Plus: I found the DVD for $44.99 and was a bit worried, after all I only had $71 dollars on me. I had gone wanting to get season 5 and 6 so when 8 came out I could get 7-8 and then watch 9. I went to the checkout and took $50 out of my wallet when the cashier told me I only owed them $30.30 which was awesome for me. I paid it and went on my way, planning on getting season 6 when I got back to college next Monday.

I walked to the second mall acrossed the street and bought another book by Neil Gaiman called "Neverwhere" it looks beautiful. I also bought myself a Hobbit bookmark of Bilbo Baggins. So TV shows to watch and Books to read what could make it better? Welp, a friend is coming over in a couple days to come hang out; it's nice considering she enjoys Good Omens, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Supernatural, Torchwood, etc.

Crochet and job

Monday, January 7th, 2013 01:03 am
vicwithacam: (dean/castiel)
Welp, I decided to wait to get a rabbit; I didn't have the funds for it at the moment but I am getting everything needed for it one thing at a time. Tomorrow I am going to get a cage from one of my friends and a hutch for it as well from an old teacher of mine.I checked for items to buy it in an attempt to find out how much it would cost for me to own one and was surprised I need only a small sum of cash. I will admit I am a bit sad because of that but I will get it all in due time, most likely after I get a job.

As for crochet; I got a starter kit this morning and just learned how to do it 4 hours ago and have already mastered single and dubble crossed stitch! That's a pretty big deal for me considering that I am not normally so quick to learn something, it was a wonderful experiance. I have been practicing for a few hours and now feel pretty confident in what I have learned so far. Hopfully when the week is over I will be able to actually start on a scarf.

Tomorrow I am getting up bright and early to go on a job hunt hurrah, hopefully I will be able to get a job pretty easily. I really do need something to do beside sit around all day and get into other TV series and crocheting now a days.A job would be nice as would getting back to classes, man it's crazy. I actually must admit that I love the fact that I crave learning now instead of begging and pleading for time off it.

The only thing I really enjoy about my free time is the ability to roleplay when I want but other than that, nothing much.

Just an update

Friday, January 4th, 2013 06:27 pm
vicwithacam: (pic#5406230)
Wow, I have been gone for 5 days? That's crazy, but I do have a good reason I promise everyone.

For the past few days I've been really sick, just a really terrible cold that left me in bed for days. But! It was alright, after all I got to watch the Supernatural seasons 1-4 I got for Christmas and Once Upon a Time DVDs I bought for myself. The few days I was extremely ill I acted much like a zombie, I was so out of it it was terrible. Also I realized that when I'm sick I don't want to read, I would rather be lazy and sleep under layers of blankets than actually being productive and get up and grab a book less than a yard from me.

The last day I was extremely ill I was taken to my aunts for a New Years/my grandfathers birthday. I was originally made to sit on the couch under blankets and watch the Doctor Who marathon that was on the telly. In the end I was dragged into the dining room to play a card game called 21 31. It was a pretty swell game and I found myself into it, going as far as being the second to last finished with it. I brought home prizes; just a picture frame and a funny book that was for Christmas. We then had some dinner and all spent time together before they brought out the cake; it was amazing, really rich, but amazing.

Yesterday I was asked to clean my room because I'm getting a rabbit this weekend which is honest to god really exciting to me. But as I was cleaning and organizing my room I organized my fandom things and sent pictures to people who are in the same fandoms that I'm in. It was really nice to possibly gain another friend that is in my college due to the fact that I will be able to make more friends there that she will be willing to introduce to me. So thank god for fandoms because I'm gaining more friends hell yes guys.

I'm starting classes in 10 days, during that time I will be still rping as much as I can. Currently the loudest voice in my head is Jay from Marble Hornets who's been in my head for over a year now. (Wow!) and there is also the newest and also pretty loud voice of Aziraphale who wants to get out and spread his wings a bit, apparently my inability and laziness to read has left the angel in my head a tad bit disgusted, I'm sure he'll be happy with me sooner or later, after all my book case is filling up quickly. it's almost completely full.

So! As for the rabbit I'm getting monday. I haven't decided which one I am getting for sure considering how quickly they sell but there is one I would love to own. It's a little smokey gray rabbit, very calm and loving towards people and doesn't struggle at all when you attempt to pick it up. It was very loving and absolutely adorable. I'm unsure if I am going to name it HABIT after a slenderseries character or Azi after Aziraphale but I will hopefully decide once the day comes.


Sunday, December 30th, 2012 12:38 am
vicwithacam: (phd in horribleness)
Well I'm currently looking into a job.

"Why?" one may be asking at the moment well currently I'm looking into going to a school out of the USA, actually in Scotland if I can. It's going to take me a year to get there. If I can't then that's fine; help me save up for GMX and working on moving out with my friends.
I also need new things such as A new Laptop, plane money for trips, etc. Looking foreward to getting a job, it's gonna be awesome getting money XD.Maybe the book stores will hire me; I would adore that.

School starting

Friday, December 28th, 2012 10:26 pm
vicwithacam: (one of those days)
I am actually pretty excited about this to a degree. After all college is pretty nice and I can do a pretty good job in things like English. I have 2 classes this semester; English and Math.

Now FYI I hate math but English? Oh goodness do I love English. I'm a reader and writer so it should be a fairly simple class to go through. My grammer leaves much to be desired though that is due to the fact my school never really taught us surprisingly. No one in my class are any good at that sort of thing and it's a problem I as a writer have to deal with more than my fellow classmates.

English I can do a brilliant job if my mind keeps up with it.It's only two days a week for about 2 and a half hours and trust me when I say I can last that long in class. English will be wonderful and I am terribly excited. As for math?

I have that for 3 days a week, an hour a day. And That's much later in the day, I should be able to do it and get a fairly good grade on it as long as I work hard and attempt to learn instead of shutting it off while the teacher attempts to explain.

Going back to school used to be something I despised but things have been going down hill for me at home; my dad got out of prison and he's dissapeared, now theres a warrant out for his arrest and my brother won't even tell me where my dad is so I can make sure he's ok. He didn't even call for christmas which is a bit stressfull but whatever.
Anyways tomorrow I'm going to a friend's home to hang out with their wonderful family and possibly watch Torchwood and Doctor Who.

And as of June I may very well be leaving this State and heading off to get away from my dad huzzah.

(no subject)

Monday, December 24th, 2012 06:35 pm
vicwithacam: (once upon a time)
I may be attempting to learn how to crochet strictly because I could probably get some good money off it and it would be fun doing while catching up on TV shows.
Good or bad ideas guys?

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